THE VOID OF POSSIBILITY
Blank slate your life gorgeous, close your eyes for a moment, imagine –
you’re responsible to none of it
there’s not a thing you have to do
all projects are complete, or completely disregarded
everything you thought was IT, what you were working towards, and also what you had to be is just – gone
And now, in a beautiful moment of endless nothing here we are
just you
a void of possibility
and you can completely
just choose
Close your eyes gorgeous, and imagine with me –
what is it you would want, if you could want anything right now?
who is it you would be, if you could be anything right now?
what is it you’d surely become, if the entire thing was wiped clean and you just –
became
the one thing
the obvious thing
the most YOU thing
it could possibly have been
Do you feel it?
Like a whisper, a hope, and a dream?
Do you feel it?
Flowing all around you …
Expansive and exciting …
A buzz of anticipation whipping through the air …
and the thrum thrum thrum from within, of your heart beat picking up as you realise –
I CAN DO FUCKING ANYTHING.
Babe, do you realise?
YOU CAN DO FUCKING ANYTHING!
And this moment, this one right here, just as every moment before it and every moment still to come, is one in which you get to CHOOSE –
who do I wanna be, and what do I wanna create, and what does it get to look like NOW?!
BLANK SLATE YOUR LIFE WITH ME GORGEOUS, IF EVEN FOR THIS MOMENT.
Realise you’ve always had and WILL always have this choice.
To stop. To consider. To FULLY fucking pause. To close your eyes and catch your breath and take that little reset from soul.
And then to whip your eyes wide open again, to look around on a fresh new world. And to DECIDE –
this is what I’m gonna make of it.
I.CHOOSE.THIS.
And if you really knew you could choose,
and you really understood that in the end when you look back, and you created the damn thing, built the damn thing, and ultimately BECAME the damn thing …
it was always going to have been as simple as the fact that you DID just snap to attention one day and start to consciously freaking decide how it gets to be –
what would you decide right now?
And really,
why have you not already?
Your excuses are not valid gorgeous.
And the truth is they never were.