CURSING YOUR BLESSINGS BY FAILING TO ASK
The things that are there for you have always been there and always will be there, they were yours before time began and they will remain yours forever after.
Whether or not they are ever seen or known or indeed spoken about in the PHYSICAL realm, however, has nothing to do with this.
The fact that something is FOR you,
ONLY you,
ALWAYS you,
has nothing to do with whether or not you’ll choose it,
allow it in,
or ever see it at all.
Think about it like this:
you were blessed since before time began.
The blessings God has for you are INFINITE,
UNLIMITED,
everything you’ve had even an inkling of,
as a possibility
a one day fantasy or hope or dream
a VIBE
or a GIVE IT TO ME NOW GIVE IT TO ME PLEASE GIVE IT TO ME WITH BELLS ON deepest desire of your heart,
when you are IN your heart,
is real.
ALL OF IT ALL OF IT ALL OF IT.
But the thing that is required for you to ever HAVE these things, receive your blessings, see the heavens open and rain abundance down upon you?
You/have/to/choose/it!
Not just CHOOSE, but ASK.
Not just ASK, but EXPECT.
Not just EXPECT, but KNOW.
Not just KNOW, but SURRENDER!
God wants you to ask.
Life wants you to ask.
Your soul definitely freakin’ wishes you would ask.
That deeper part of you which perhaps has not yet fully given in to the idea that it’s OKAY TO ASK, wishes you would get TF over your fears, or hesitation, or simply stubborn mule-ass behaviour, and –
ask!
LITERALLY, what is for you will not come through if you don’t do your bit of asking,
with a heart for God and truth and what is MEANT,
and then of course following said asking with whatever aligned action you’re guided towards.
And I see this, all the time, you know?
I see you.
Working your ass off.
Hustlin’ from flow and all.
Doing the do, and sure – maybe asking for the smaller or easier or obvious or already ‘of course’ things.
You’re damn good at asking when it’s safe!
Or when it’s already part of what you’ve made allowed.
But the BIG things?
The truly WOW things?
The YES things?
The YOU things, the things you’ve always been for, that you were literally BROUGHT here for, and that are.for.YOU?!
Like …
the actual purpose work
the true MAKING,
CREATING,
PRODUCING,
UNLEASHING,
EXPUNGING FROM THE DEPTHS OF WITHIN,
what you REALLY want to be known for,
see your business grown for,
and go to bed each night knowing you LIVED for,
oh – !
Better not ask for that.
Just in case it doesn’t work.
Just in case you’re not good enough.
Just in case God is actually trying to fuck with you by giving you the idea of it, and then grabbing it cruelly away just when you get close!
Same as how you do with the next level love you want,
the next level clients you see coming in,
the next level YOU who is waiting in the wings of your life right now, and chomping at the bit to be free!
THIS IS A CURSE, IT’S A CURSE WHICH WILL DESTROY YOU IF YOU ALLOW IT TO, AND IT’S A STRAIGHT UP LIE FROM THE DEVIL THAT YOU CAN’T.JUST.ASK,
EXPECT,
BE IN THE VIBE OF ‘OF COURSE’ OF,
SURRENDER (knowing it’s not YOUR job to figure out how, silly!),
and RECEIVE!
It’s a lie that will keep you from purpose,
and from the blessings God has always had there for you,
just waiting.
Why does God not just GIVE you EVERYTHING, even if you don’t ask?
Well –
He just doesn’t.
Maybe He wants us to ask.
Maybe He wants to see our trust.
Maybe there are lots of lessons in that for us!
Maybe lots of things.
But what is not maybe, is that if you continue to wait to feel brave enough to ask for what you long for,
continue to play some sort of bizarre game in which you think you can trick your dream life shiz into creeping up on you if you act too cool or tough for it,
you’re going to one day leave this world and realise that the whole thing was TRULY DESIGNED IN YOUR FAVOUR,
and you just let it pass you by.
Blessings –
cursed
destroyed
or simply,
missed
STOP DOING THAT SHIT.
And just decide to let it be simple.
“God, please release me from the bonds and fears which tell me that I am not good enough or could not be blessed enough to get to have what is for me.
Please hear my prayers as I now begin to praise and thank you, repent to you and come before you, and ASK YOU FOR WHAT IS FOR ME, IN THE CERTAIN EXPECTATION THAT YOUR WILL FOR ME IS GREAT,
and that you want to see me live in to it,
if only,
I would ask.
In Jesus Name,
Amen”.
Look around for a moment beautiful.
At the wonderful things you have in your life,
which you somewhere along the journey got brave enough to DECIDE, and to ASK for.
To hand your fear around over,
and simply,
with child-like certainty and expectation, ask.
And now imagine –
You never fucking bothered to ask.
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