Purpose

FREEDOM IS WAITING; WHERE ARE YOU?

Not to go all airy-fairy hippy lala on you here, because to me this stuff is purely practical – practical as fuck in fact – but if you’re not following the energy, then girlfriend?

All the effort and the exertion in the world ain’t gonna get you ANYWHERE.

Invariably, when you’ve been hacking away at a thing for heavens knows how long, it’s been draining the ever-loving soul right outta you every time you think about it and also when you DON’T, the answer is not to HACK EVEN HARDER with your blunt-ass knife and at least semi blinded viewpoint led largely by fear.

Invariably, the answer is to throw your hands up, quit TRYING, and follow the ‘I don’t give a fuck; I’m just gonna do ‘x’ path of flow and whatever’.

You know –

The thing you’d do if you were already there, and you truly didn’t give a fuck. If you were only doin’ the do because it felt fun, and fuck yes, and COOL. If it inspired the pants off you!

Which makes me wonder –

Does your current work inspire you?

Does your current YOU inspire you?

Would you be doing a single thing you’re hacking away at if you didn’t think you HAVE to, in order to either get somewhere or in order to be enough?

When it’s not working, or at least not working in a flow and ease and FUN sorta way, and it feels endless, and it’s COSTING you on a soul and values and happiness level, and perhaps in that moment you’ve no idea what flow or inspiration or fun would even FEEL like, the very first step to takes is just to PAUSE.

But not a brief little hands-clenched kinda pause, with the underlying belief that at any moment you better HOP STRAIGHT BACK TO IT or you’ll fall even FURTHER behind, I’m talking a FULL BODY HALT.

Hence –

Throw your hands up in the air.

Do it LITERALLY, even, to symbolise the level of letting go that is actually needed here, because here is a fact of life you’re gonna need to get clear on:

You don’t get to fuck yes energy and flow and ease and results from THAT place by continuing to hack away in the NOT-there place.

It doesn’t work like that.

You can’t create a fuck yes life by repeatedly saying yes to ‘fuck, maybe!’, or ‘fuck, augh, nooooo, but I guess I better’. That makes no senseĀ 🙂

How it WORKS is that when you say yes to SOUL, life says yes to you.

So, what would saying yes to soul look like right now?

What would saying yes to YOU look like right now?

What would THROWING YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR look like right now, and just handing it ALL over?

Deciding, even if you absolutely do not feel it, that you now officially giveth not a single fucketh, that you’re DONE with trying, and you’re ‘just gonna do ‘x”?

And –

What would ‘x’ be; what comes to mind, what whispers and tugs at your soul right now, even as you at the same time have already begun to dismiss it, saying ‘that won’t work’, or ‘don’t be silly’, or ‘not yet’?

^^^ that’s the shit you gotta do.

What you MUST say yes to.

And, if you’re actually serious about getting to where you know you should be, do it now, because you know what? It’s not just that she or he who says yes to soul has life say yes to them, it’s she or he who does it FAST, and with immediacy.

Delay it, drag it out, take forever and a day to finally give in to you and do what you’ve always known you were meant to, and you can expect your results to be delayed as well.

You’ll receive to the level of your faith, it’s that simple.

So at this point, let’s just be straight up about it:

How great of faith do you want to choose right now?

And what will you still be blocking yourself from by not just choosing bigger?


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