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Success Mindset

STOP HIDING

When I look at you directly, front on, straight in the eye and perhaps catch you, for a moment, unmasked, naked, raw, and JUST –

(just you)

– I can’t help but gasp. A sudden intake of breath, a widening of the eyes, a sharpening of focus, as I realise just how deep your power runs, how awe-inspiring and magnificent it is, how with your very ESSENCE you can part the seas, ask the mountains to move, simply LOOK at a thing, and have it do what you command.

No need to speak a single word.

It makes me tremble at times, to imagine what would be if you understood even 10% of what you have, who you are, and what you came here to do.

I look at you, and I see –

The movement you’re here to begin
The revolution you could forge
The millions upon millions of people whose lives you’d impact, long after you’ve left this earth in human form
The art you’d unleash, to stun and stop people, to cause them to pause, to think, to reset, and to be –
All that THEY must be

I look at you and I see this INCREDIBLE forcefield of energy, of certainty, of strength, of determination, a warrior with a cause who will NOT be stopped

One of the SO very few who have truly been called in this way
Who CAN lead in this way
Who were born with a particular commandment upon their lives
Who came here as a vessel
A gift
A trumpet
An alarm

To wake others up and to show them
The way

I look at you and I see all of this and I wonder –

(And then I wonder if YOU wonder?)

Why then?

Why then,

When you have access to all of this,
And you are all of this,
And you do indeed KNOW all of this,

Why?

Why?

WHY?

Do you think it is that you still play so determinedly in the shadows, avoiding the truth, avoiding the calling, covering your ears, and squeezing your eyes tight, and shaking your head, and turning away away away, trying to convince yourself that if you’re VERY still,

Or VERY busy,

Or VERY successful!

(Just not at the ACTUAL stuff, ’cause … why would you do that?)

Or simply VERY relentless in doing every thing but THE thing,

Of BEING the thing,

Of unleashing your FULL power,

That it will just –

Go away
Fade to grey
And eventually you’ll realise it never really mattered, it wasn’t SUCH a big deal, and why in fact SHOULD you when you’d still done so much, been so much, achieved so much, heck, even inspired so much!

You lived a good life, no really!

You paved a damn good way!

You were ahead of the rest, that’s a given!

Isn’t that enough, shouldn’t that be enough, WHY IS IT NOT ENOUGH?

And you want to beat your fists furiously against the chest of the asshole who seems to determined to rob you of peace, of happiness, of fulfilment, of being FILLED, of feeling whole, of feeling ALIVE, and demand “FUCKING WHY?”

“WHY WON’T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?”

“WHY IS WHAT I’VE ALREADY DONE AND WHO I ALREADY AM NOT ENOUGH? LOOK AT ME, I’M SUPERWOMAN, I’M DOING IT ALL, SO GO A.W.A.Y!”

Problem is, the asshole who won’t leave you alone is you.

You’d be flailing your fists furiously against your own self.

Indeed you probably already ARE.

And no matter how hard you pummel, and fight, and rage, and push, the answer is going to be the same as it has always been.

IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH.
IT WILL NEVER FILL THAT HOLE.
IT WILL NEVER ALLOW YOU TO BREATHE.
OR EVEN KNOW YOU WERE ALIVE.

The ONLY way out of this horror, this madness, this pain, the constant barely hidden anxiety, the horrible horrible God damn awfulness of the ENTIRE thing, where no matter how damn good or great it is you still don’t feel HAPPY is to give in,

To let the mask slip,

And to SCREAM full pelt as you charge into the fray, saying HERE I FUCKING AM, here is ALL of me, and NOW let me show you what the fuck is UP.

Lungs burning.
Veins bursting.
Heart PUMPING.

As you finally tap into the actual God damn power you were given.

And as you finally say yes to doing the actual God damn thing you’ve always known it’s meant to be about.

Yes, being THAT fucking famous.

THAT fucking rich.

THAT fucking inspirational.

That fucking HEARD, seen, is what it’s really about, isn’t it?

Fuck the money, the money will follow purpose, it’s just a reflection and it doesn’t fucking MATTER.

What matters is, what matters is, what MATTERS is are you actually relentlessly and with ABSOLUTE decisiveness chasing the right fucking life?

Or are you stuck in a social media playground of people who think you’re pretty cool, really, and pretty amazing, actually, and yeah they’re happy to life you up, pat you on the back, VALIDATE you, but really,

REALLY –

You’re just regurgitating the same stuff to the same small circle of people, on repeat.

Round and round and round and round you go.

SUCH a good and obedient HAMSTER ON A FUCKING WHEEL.

You say you were born for more.
You say you were born to be extraordinary.
You SAY you’re not going to live the normal life.

But LOOK THERE YOU GO LIVING IT.

You MAY have convinced yourself that because it’s a few steps ahead of how the ZOMBIES live, that it’s enough, but it’s NOT FUCKING ENOUGH and you know it.

When I look at you, I see a leader.

When I look at you, I see a revolutionary.

When I look at you, I tremble at the power of what you are here to do, to unleash, to let forth, and at how what is in you will change the way the world moves forward since you.

I am filled with awe.
I am filled with excitement.
I SHAKE, at the strength of it.
And then I turn away,
Shoulders slumped just a little.
And I don’t know whether I’m annoyed,
Or even surprised, really, at all.
But I guess for a second there I did think –

Didn’t you?

Just for a moment?

That you might actually do the damn thing.

I mean,
You’ve said it a million times, SOMEBODY has to be the next ______, why not you?!

And indeed, why NOT?

I guess in the end it’s very simple, really.

You had a movement to create.
You had a message to change the world.
There was a revolution, just waiting to rise.
The seas were at the ready to part.
And the mountains were wondering when the fuck the order was coming.

But you just –

Never did.

Never got around to it.

Never decided.

Which is really all there is to say about that.

When you don’t do what you’re meant to do, there’s no point in shame, in guilt, in blame, but there is also no avoidance of FACT.

You had the tools.
You had the direction.
You KNEW the way.
You HAD what it woulda TOOK.

And,

You chose no.

Better luck next time?

How about WAKE THE FUCK UP THIS TIME.

It’s not that hard.
Decide.
And do.
And fuck everything in between.

 

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/