Discipline & Flow

YOUR MONEY FEARS ARE ENERGY LEAKS, AND THEY’RE COSTING YOU

Stop.

Take a look in the mirror, find one nearby, or just look at the one within, and stop.

Do you see what I see?

Do you feel what I feel?

Do you know what I’m getting at here and what is wrong with this picture?

Stop.

Really stop, be still, stand up straight, breathe, put your hand on your stomach and the other on your heart, and just tell me –

Who are you being right now?

No, don’t look away, as the image clouds, shape-shifts, becomes blurry, and all of a sudden you can’t quite tell!

Just stop.

Stay still.

And look DEEPLY into your soul, as you ask of yourself –

“WHO AM I BEING RIGHT NOW?”

Then wait, as the answers in all their mess and conflicting glory come pouring forth.

As you look deep into the eyes of your highest self, the badass WARRIOR you who is unstoppable and will NOT be stopped, and see that right there alongside her –

Or is it in her?

– is the scared little girl
Who worries she will never be good enough
Get it right
Or figure it out

Yeppppppp, she’s still there, isn’t she?

I know you’ve tried so hard to release her.
To thank her for all she’s done for you, and to send her on her way.
Or just to boot her ass straight out into the cold!

But there she still is.
Gazing at you unblinkingly
Infuriatingly
And reminding you of all the reasons YOU’RE STILL NOT FREE

But then, look again, from a different angle, blink your eyes once more, and back comes the WARRIOR QUEEN!

Kicking uncertainty and worry and contraction to the curb as she reminds you WHO YOU FUCKING ARE AND WHAT YOU HAVE COME HERE TO DO, and God DAMN she is brilliant!

Fiery!
Powerful, beyond measure!
UNSTOPPABLE!
And ready, at a moment’s notice, of COURSE, to CHARGE INTO THE FRAY AND TAKE ON THE WORLD.

Yeah … this is a chick you can get DOWN with, this is a woman you can HANG with, this is a lady you wanna be around and for sure for sure for sure the WORLD DOES TOO.

It’s CERTAIN, when you look at this version of you that this sister is gonna get you PAID.

She knows what she wants,
And she IS going to get it.

When you’re in the space of being her, connecting to her, dancing with her, playing with her, elevating AS her, there’s this assuredness which follows you everywhere you go.

Money just shows up, the awareness of it and the vibe of it before the physical presence of it, but yep the physical definitely follows.

Soulmate clients come along a’knockin’ at YOUR door, and wanting to know how to work with you.

Things just click in and WORK, with your body stuff, your home stuff, your relationships.

Heck, life ITSELF seems to be sparkling just for you!

And you wonder –

How in actual fact you ever thought you had anything to worry about!

Then,

Inevitably,

Infuriatingly,

Eventually,

Blink blink and BACK COMES THE SCARED LITTLE YOU.

God damnit.

Question is –

HOW DO YOU JUST BE NEXT LEVEL YOU AND KILL THE FEAR MIND YOU WHO KEEPS TRYING TO DRAG YOU BACK INTO THE PAST?

Because while you may think it’s not that big of a deal, you know how to shift it and change your state after all, and you’re nothing if not the best ever example of DOING THE WORK ANYHOW, the flat out truth of the matter is that you’re carrying around old energy.

You’re wearing a cloak from yesteryear and honey it does NOT look fabulous.

And what’s happening here, is that no matter how beautifully you shift into being that next level empowered and worthy and WEALTHY you, until you fully detoxify and let go of the old, you’re just gonna continue leaking energy like a motherfucker.

It’s like working with a noose around your neck and a DAMN heavy chain attached to the thing.

Yeah, you can still do the work.
Yep, you can DEFINITELY still show up.
Yes, you can sing and shout and let it all out and be the high-energy badass confident leader version of you, but there is NO disguising the fact that underneath it all?

The fear energy is screaming out to be heard.
The toll is showing.
You’re being worn down from within.
And if people are not BUYING the way you want them to be and money is in fact NOT really flowing then I’d bet some pretty hefty dollars that this is a plain and simple outcome of your energy NOT BEING ALIGNED.

After all, we know that people don’t buy your PRODUCTS, they buy you, no wait they don’t even buy YOU, they buy your ENERGY!

Which means that your NUMBER ONE OBSESSION, if you desire more money, more flow, more of ALL the good things, should be getting your ENERGY on point.

Releasing sad energy.
Releasing mad energy.
Releasing bad energy.
Releasing BORED energy.
Releasing an energy of not feeling worthy, or good enough.
And releasing the energy of past patterns in which you USED to be this or that or the other thing which was not ideal and which, if you allow it to, continues to imply that MAYBE YOU DON’T DESERVE TRUE WEALTH AND FREEDOM.

Look, all of these darker or shadow energies DO serve a purpose, and we GET to experience them.

It’s NOT about pretending they’re not there, it IS about hearing them, leaning in, listening, and asking “what is it I need to know from this?”

And then?

IT’S ABOUT KICKING THE FUCKERS TO THE CURB.

Because guess what?

Being the next level you, the wealthy free and in FLOW one, that shit is a choice.

It’s a daily motherfucking choice to put on the cloak of the badass warrior Queen you, not the old sad sack unworthy you!

Do you realise this?

Being ‘next level’, and receiving accordingly, it’s NOT something you earn.

It’s not something you work towards.

It’s not something where if you earn a certain amount of gold stars you get it appointed to you, and awarded a laminated certificate to go with it!

It is something you TAKE.

It is something you CHOOSE.

It is something where you look within, and you say ENOUGH IS E-FUCKING-NOUGH AND NOW IT IS TIME.

And you stand up straight, shoulders back, and you SCREAM into the wind as you move RELENTLESSLY forward like a woman who knows she fucking owns it.

You know?

YOU know 

Here is the reality:

Some of you are REALLY fucking good at talking the talk.

But what you’re going to have to realise if you ever want to BE THE DAMN PERSON is that you need to walk the walk of being that person NOW.

Tomorrow.

And every day thereafter, even when scared little lost girl is trying to take charge.

Right now, you’re just really freakin’ good at being the old you.

Wanna be the new one, it’s simple –

Practice that shit until you forget it’s a practice.

And stop leaking out old energy all over the place, you’re making a damn mess.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat

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