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THIS IS HOW TO KNOW YOU CAN TRUST, BE VULNERABLE, OPEN UP, BELIEVE IN SOMETHING SCARY

I know what it’s like to feel terrified of trusting, opening up, being vulnerable with your truth, your emotions, your YOU-ness, your heart, or – quelle idee! – all of it.

And I’m going to tell you how to know you can trust, be vulnerable, open up, and believe, finally, or perhaps once more, in something scary.

I know what it’s like to be CERTAIN that if you were to do that, let them see that, TELL that or SHOW that, that the whole thing would be over.

Worlds collapsing.
People turning away.
You, left alone, or simply, your worst fears proven true, which when all is said and done is simply that it’s NOT SAFE TO BE FULLY YOU.

Yesterday I wrote –
About being safe to be fully you –
And about the time –
When I used to strike a bargain with life –
(or perhaps a man … but really, of course, only, my self …)
– a bargain of how often I was allowed to be me
And of how I will never again be anything less than ALL that I am, in each moment in time, for every moment forward

What I feel, now, when I think about the consequences of being ALL of me, of repeatedly FULLY following soul desire and guidance, not just when it’s fun or cool, but ESPECIALLY when it’s uncomfortable and it hurts OH so bad to imagine the scary outcomes, what I FEEL is –

Well –

Some people will like me
Some won’t
So what

Either way, my safety comes from ME, and either way, I am always okay, everything is always perfect, it is no longer POSSIBLE for me to have love withdrawn, safety withdrawn, or self-worth, hinged, on a person, a thing, an outcome, you know?

This is how I know it’s safe to trust, be vulnerable, open up, and believe, finally, or perhaps for the first time, in something scary:

Because if things were to change
If you were to bare your naked soul to the world
If you were to turn FULLY front on to that person, that thing, that HOPE, that dream, or more relevantly, that KNOWING of where you must go and what ALIGNMENT now is –
If you were to do this
And then what you THOUGHT was meant or what you so DEEPLY desired or what you just expected and were excited of then ‘didn’t work’ … was taken away … shifted or changed … or was just never what you thought it would be, in the first place, well –

You’d be COMPLETELY FUCKING OKAY and everything would TRULY be perfect and as it’s meant to be because that is just how it IS.

So, I suppose you might wonder, why then? If everything comes from in ME anyhow (and of course it does, and ONLY can) … if I can only receive love, happiness, joy, flow, abundance, when I first gift it to mySELF, why then?

Why open up, why be vulnerable, why turn fully front on to another, or to your tribe, or to the world, and bare your heart and soul, let others in, let them see and know ALL of you, let yourSELF come to receive so much joy from that?

WHY TAKE THE RISK OF BEING HURT, knocked down, cast aside, or your belief shaken?

Well, no reason I suppose …
Why SHOULD you I suppose …
Why WOULD you I suppose …
Why not just keep it all ONLY within you, and protect at least SOME of your truth, ‘just in case’, or just because, well, doesn’t it make SENSE? Why would you open up the most delicate parts of you to the possible poking or podding or tearing, from others, from the world, from ANYWHERE?

It’s very simple actually …

You wouldn’t.

WHO WOULD DO SUCH A THING?!

Unless …

Unless …

Unless.

Unless you believe in soul guidance, even when it’s scary or uncomfortable. Unless you believe in your own intuitive powers. Unless you believe that you not only GET to fully create your life from within, but that what you are nudged towards (or told in no uncertain terms!) from within is also the WAY TO GO, a responsibility, the path revealed to you, day by day and moment by moment, and that your HIGHER SELF ALWAYS SHOWS THE WAY.

The most terrifying actions I’ve taken have been the ones where my soul guides me to do something that seems downright RECKLESS … or foolish … or completely counter-intuitive.

It makes no SENSE –
I don’t want to take the RISK –
I’ve already had my faith tested and I don’t know if I can stand to do so AGAIN –
I DON’T WANT TO!

And you tell yourself –

I’ll turn away.
I can get everything I need inSIDE of me; I DON’T HAVE TO DO THAT.

And your heart says, your soul says, your higher self says, the blueprint within says –

WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK DUDE?

ALL you had to do was listen –
To your OWN freakin’ self – !
And then DO WHAT YOU’RE TOLD.

No, NEVER what you’re told by another, by society, by external ANYTHING.

But ALWAYS what you’re guided to from within.

There’s a simple rule I’ve found
About life.
About business.
About money.
About receiving.
About abundance.
About love.
About connectedness to soul, and source, and higher self, and all.

And the rule is this –

You were born with the blueprint to everything. You KNOW everything, and you’ve always known, and everything you dream of is available to you NOW.

You don’t get given a dream, a destiny, a calling, a fucking wish upon a star which is NOT YOUR DREAM TO DREAM.

And then there is this:

Just because you have a calling
Just because you have a dream
Just because you have a destiny
Just because the DEEPEST knowings of your soul are yours to create and live into –

Doesn’t mean they will EVER FUCKING HAPPEN.

It’s all just a choice … choose this way, or that, it doesn’t matter, you ALWAYS have choice …

But, know this –

It’s not just that you GET to follow what’s inside of you –
It’s that you must, in all things, big and small, in all areas, all of the time.

And here is why:

You either trust in what that innermost you says and knows, and you trust therefore that you can bring to life even the CRAZIEST vision from within –

Or you don’t.

Trust is not for this but not that.
Trust is not if it feels safe or not TOO crazy.
Trust is not ‘when I’m ready’.

Trust is now.
It’s all we have.
And it’s finite.

It’s funny …

We all get so scared about opening ourselves up, showing people who we really are, and letting them in …

What if it backfires?

But the thing is …

How can it EVER backfire, when you know that no matter what, you do have everything you need inside of you.

That’s your fallback.
YOU’RE ALREADY SAFE NOW.

But not because you don’t bare your soul …

It’s so that you can.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

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The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

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All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

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