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The Katrina Show
Success Mindset

TO MY SCREW-UPS AND HIDING, THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU

To the previous screw-ups, thank you, I love you, I needed you, Amen.

To the ways of playing small, and hiding from yourself, from money, from flow, from love, from divine physical fitness inside and out, from YOU, thank you, I love you, I needed you, Amen.

To the ways you avoided your power –

The ways in which you were not all of you –

The ways in which you allowed yourself to be led by fear, by pain, by hurt, by ‘what if’ –

The way, over and over again, in which you ASSUMED a contractive stance –

THANK YOU.

I LOVE you.

I NEEDED you.

Amen.

To the way you kept a barrier around you, thank you. I love you. I needed you. Amen.

The way you failed to speak or own your truth, thank you.

The way you were NOT unapologetically you, thank you.

The way you did not back yourself, did not go all in, did not show the world HERE I AM HEAR ME ROAR, thank you.

To EVERY single so-called screw-up, procrastination, should of, could have, WOULD have, to EVERY thing I beat myself up for and make myself not enough for, and to every comment or suggestion made by another that I should have been something different when I was always on path and everything was always EXACTLY perfect –

THANK you.

I LOVE you.

I NEEDED you.

Amen.

Breathe in.
Breathe out.

And today, join me –

In saying THANK you for every single choice,

every single step,

every single thought you have had or made or been up til this point which you’ve told yourself was wrong or bad or lazy or not-aligned or not ENOUGH.

And from that place of gratitude, of love, of YES, this was right, even if I could not see how and perhaps never may –

Tell me:

Are you ready to see how every little step you’ve made –

Every choice –

Every decision –

Every damn THOUGHT –

Was exactly what you needed, to bring you here?

That whilst perhaps in theory it’s true you should have known better, or more, sooner, what is MORE true, and indeed all that is relevant, is that you always made the right decision for growth, for your experience, for your soul, and so it was ALL ABSOLUTELY PERFECT?

You say to yourself:

“Why didn’t I step up sooner, why didn’t I know more, why wasn’t I in my power, why was I not in my power, why why WHY?!”

But my darling, your soul chose WISELY.

You KNEW. Even before you knew. That it wasn’t time yet, it wasn’t right yet, it wasn’t the moment yet –

To open those doors.

To show up in that way.

To become the version of you who you are NOW becoming.

You needed the learning, you choose the hiding, you REQUIRED the experience of not being all of you in order to become this you, who knows so deeply, feels so fully, has LIVED the contrast, and is perfectly prepared for THIS.

Every moment up ’til now has prepared you for this moment.

And this moment is preparing you right now for all that is to come.

So,

Nothing else could ever have been nor SHOULD it ever have been anything other than what it was,

is,

or could be.

Thank you.

We NEEDED that.

I LOVE you.

Amen.

This means –

You are always on path.
You WERE always on path.
You can only BE on path, and often times the more you think you may be off path, or others assume you are, shake their heads woefully at your choices, attempt to school you to think like THEM –

The more on path you indeed are.

Because the can only be created, my darling, by you. And how you are creating it, messy and manic as it may well be –

IS the path.

One day you will look back –

And you will see that every time you THOUGHT you were opting out was a time you were learning critical lessons.

Every time you FAILED to do the work was a time you GOT to experience the purposeful pain of not being all that was available to you, and thus you were given the gift of having it shown to you just what it feels like, to not be all of you.

Every time you HID yourself or made choices that seemed against your nature, was a time in which you were readying yourself.

Like the King or Queen you are.

For the day when it would be time to come forth to the world. To reign. To rule. To REVEAL –

The real.

It was all. Always. DIVINELY. Perfect.
And then there is this –

They will tell you, “oh, that’s not how to do it right. For money. For success. For growth. For love. For you”.

“You should do more, or this way.”

“You must be more disciplined, work harder, get it done, don’t avoid!’

‘You must give ALL of you or how do you expect to receive in return?!”

These are shallow thinkings of shallow people. Perhaps true. Often not.

Because here is what the DEEPER truth is oft revealed to be:

When you did less, and avoided the right way, your soul knew that it was not for you, not like that, or not in that moment, that there was something else to learn or know instead.

When you held parts of yourself back, your soul knew that there were things you couldn’t see or understand tangibly, which you’d one day know clearly, that made it exactly as it SHOULD be that you held back.

And when you were not disciplined. You procrastinated. You avoided.

It simply wasn’t the true work for you.

Your soul always knows my darling.

ALWAYS.

And what if –

The work you never did was never your true work to do.

The transformation you avoided never mattered a jot.

The relationship you hid in was sent to strengthen and heal or show you, with opening and softening of you only due later.

And what if –

Every choice you ever made was perfect.

You always made the right decision.

Everything was always working out for you divinely, for the greater good of yourself and of others.

You were always on track.

And it was literally impossible for that not to be the case.

And what if –

With all that being true, you then knew –

There is no guilt.
There can be no shame.
There can be no blame.
There is nothing I should have done differently.
And thus I am free, completely and wholly free, unencumbered in this moment by the so-called sins of my past, and ABLE to be fully me – 
Fully present to the now – 
Fully in love and acceptance of all that is and ever WAS – 
And ever can be.

Do you think that this would be a more powerful way to view the world?

A more useful method of approaching your day?

A more purposeful way to build your LIFE?

The truth is you were always learning exactly what you needed to learn.
When you were running and hiding, there was cause.
When you were avoiding, there were things you needed to be shown through that and a lot of the time it was also just because your higher self knew that THAT shit wasn’t for you.

So stop.

Stop with the blame game, the shame game, the I should have been a different me by now game.

Be with what is.

Be obedient to the now.

And be assured, that exactly what you have chosen?

Was exactly yours to choose.

Don’t forget –

Life is Now. Press Play.

Kat x

P.S.

Rebel.
Upstart.
Fuck the system; screw the rules.
Won’t do what they told me.
Too much.
Unreasonable.
Ridiculous.
Unprofessional.
Crazy!

Should I go on? I could, but I think you get the picture.

You’re the one who is not only not like the other PEOPLE, you’re also not like the other entrepreneurs.

They, they actually think they’re different; non-conformists?! Don’t make me laugh. You and I both see it as it is:

They just wanna be told how to build a pretty little website and a pretty little social media page or three and a pretty little online product or course and get their pretty little headshots and do a pretty little pre-scripted dance all over the internet so that other equally pretty fucking bland and boring and same same-y peoples pay them money,

And they can all sit in a pretty little womans circle together patting each other linking elbows and stroking each others hair and singing Kumbaya as the sun sets over another day of sinking ever deeper into the unremarkableness that is their lives.

They are the ones who are not only willing to jump through hoops, they also want to build more hoops for other people; they want to perpetuate the hoop jumping life and their whole sales pitch is basically some version of “I will help you to have a better and shinier hoop, come see!”

lolol

BUT REALLY.

Meanwhile, you –

You’ve tried the hoop-jumping life, maybe more than what you care to admit. And, whilst you’ve nothing against sitting around with other ladeez and stroking each others hair, you and your girls; the real ones?

You don’t exactly fit in in the typical woman’s circle.

You don’t feel at home with the pretty-preneurs, not even on the internet let alone in real life.

You don’t actually GIVE a fuck about having all your shit perfect,

Polished,

And just so –

And the idea of having sales and marketing and content processes which you have to systematically pre-plan and then work through and endlessly join dots with?

Makes you want to hurl.

Sure –

You’ve bought in at times to do the idea that maybe you DO gotta do it as they say.

An automated webinar, perhaps?? Facebook ads which carefully and smartly tell the world who you are and how you can help? A sales plan proven and tested by the greats. The gradual sinking slow decline of your soul, your joy, your dreams, and even your pussy as everything within you that once knew she could HAVE IT ALL AND DO LIFE HER WAY SLOWLY DRIES,

WITHERS TO NOTHING,

AND DIES?

Sure –

Why not

And look.

It’s not that any of these things are bad or wrong. Maybe right now you’ve got to a certain point by playing by the rules … kind of. Following what ‘logic’ suggests you do. Breaking free here and there with wild little jaunts into over the top madness, noticing how THAT lights you up and also how people respond to it … but ultimately continuing to go back to trying to find the right fucking system to get you to where you want to go,

Because this thing of trying to just be you interspersed with trying to get it all right and make it work, well –

It’s God damn tiring –

But also, in the end, if we’re going to be black and white about it, it hasn’t got you to where you want to be!!

You KNOW you should be making SO much more money.

NOW.

With consistency, and yeah, while of course of COURSE you’re down for doing the work, you also feel like it SHOULD be a lot easier, more flow

And you know that you know that you know that you’ve still not let out the most unrestrained and fully expressed side of you!

– The you they can’t look away from
– The you they are MAGNETIZED by
– The you who automatically commands a huge freakin’ following, and sales to match it

You know who I’m talking about –

THE MILLIONAIRE REBEL YOU!

Starting January 18th!

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

The revolutionary fucking leader who tears SHREDS off of normal every damn day before the rest of the world has barely sipped its coffee!

Who is FULLY unleashed in what she says, how she shows up, how she does business, how she does life.

Who does not give a fuck about following rules! Or sales systems! Or strategies! Who can and will do what works for HER, and if it happens to resemble other ways people build an audience and make a fuckload of money online, cool, and if not, so what! That is not the point! The point is –

She knows what works for her.
She backs herself unapologetically.
She DOES it.

And she gets the damn results. The BIG results. The CONSISTENT results. The FUCK yes results, not just with money but with the VIBERY of it all.

Imagine …

Waking up every day and KNOWING you have crushed the day before it already begun because THAT IS WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU ROLL!

* Your shit sells (at any and all price point)
* Your creativity and inner ideas machine flows endlessly (you always know what to put out into the world and that when you speak people PAUSE EVERYTHING AND LISTEN, whether it is with free content and shenaniganery or with your paid stuff)
* You don’t even have to think about low end or high end or how to take people through a value ladder or some such bullshit, the value ladder is YOU CONTINUING TO BE YOU, and the more that you DO you the more people just take themselves through whatever it is you’re offering!
* It is easy, natural, fun, and OBVIOUS how to build your automated income, funnels, the ‘cash machine’ side of your business.
* In fact the whole damn thing feels fun and easy and like you’re just being you (the full on you, the too much you, the rebel you, the fuck all of ’em THIS IS WHAT I STAND FOR AND NOW I’M GONNA TELL YOU you!),
* and at the same time you have the DEEPLY grounded and certain knowledge that the way you’re doing it, hot mess and chaos vibes and all, is WORKING. PS – the reason you feel certain of this is because your bank balance and soulmate audience and their feedback reflects it, not bc your spirit guides told you it’s coming

All of this is ALREADY available to you.

It is who you are and what you were born for.

You did not come here for normal!

You are one of the truly crazy ones, who has something inside of her that will leave the world BREATHLESS –
and allow her to make millions and impact millions –

BUT NOT IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO BUSINESS AND LIFE BY TRYING TO SOMEHOW BE A NON-CONFORMIST WHO CONTINUALLY CAVES AND CONFORMS.

For this to work,

REALLY work, like next next NEXT level $ and life flow work,
you’re going to need to FULLY turn your back on the idea that your breakthrough is waiting on the other side of you adjusting, filtering, compromising, playing the game the way the other entrepreneurs are playing it, or worrying about what the fuck your social media looks like!

What you’re going to need to do is simple:

FLICK THE DAMN REBEL MILLIONAIRE SWITCH BABY.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/

All in on madness.
All in on crazy.
All in on chaos.
All in on the TRUE epic awesome ridiculousness and too much-ness of YOU.

REBEL MILLIONAIRE

Starting January 18th!

For those who were born to run the damn thing,

To turn the world on its head and dance on top of it,

And who are ready to do just that.

>>> https://thekatrinaruthshow.com/rebelmillionaire/