Stop, Collaborate, and LISTEN
Stop telling yourself it’s all going fine and it’s going to be okay when you damn well know you’re out of control, out of alignment, off track and BLOCKED BY CHOICE.
If you’re telling yourself you don’t know what you SHOULD be doing or how to get there, and you can’t seem to escape a daily rollercoaster of emotional turmoil and various forms of SABOTAGE, the PROBLEM is simple:
You’re lying to yourself about what you need.
You’re pretending the problem is you’re STUCK or BLOCKED or not SURE.
You’re refusing to be fucking honest with yourself!
And what you really need to do, at least to START with, is simple:
Stop running around trying to get on top of things! Do you really think you’re going to feel better about it when you check everything off your list, get back to everybody, clear out your inbox and desktop and can finally tell yourself you did your BUSY work?
There’s a REASON you never get on top of all that shit. It’s because THAT AIN’T THE SHIT YOUR LIFE IS MEAN TO BE ABOUT.
So STOP, just STOP!
Stop avoiding and hiding and sabotaging and escaping. It’s not a lack of willpower or discipline that makes you do all that stuff though, so don’t try to stop by TELLING yourself to stop! That won’t work, WILL it? How can it, when the problem is an ALIGNMENT one rather than a discipline one?
So STOP, just STOP, stop telling yourself you can find a way to be focused, on track, organised and put-together at LIVING THE WRONG LIFE!
Stop HIDING from the truth.
Stop trying to improve a situation you never should have wound yourself up in in the first place!
Stop masking FEAR with being BUSY, under the pump, distracted.
COLLABORATE … with your own freaking soul!
And LISTEN THE FUCK WITHIN to what is really going on.
And what you will hear is the TRUTH you’ve been to scared to come back to, but honey it’s TIME. And the truth is this:
You, you weren’t made for getting shit done, keeping up, getting back to people, living UP to what people think you need to be …
You, you weren’t made for creating under command, following a schedule, reporting in …
YOU, you weren’t made to have to DO and the truth is that actually you weren’t made to have to THINK!
YOU are one of the chosen ones.
YOU are NOT a worker, you’re a creator and a creator must operate from WITHIN.
Just get it into your head:
YOU’RE NEVER GOING TO CREATE WEALTH, LEGACY, IMPACT, FROM A PLACE OF BEING IN THE WRONG SERVICE.
It’s just not going to WORK.
You just can’t DO that.
You weren’t BORN to follow a list, a plan, the rules, at all!
Stop the fucking madness of looking OUTSIDE of yourself for all the shit you think you need to do in order to be enough and accepted and succeed.
Get your INNER shit together and acknowledge what your NEEDS are, what your VALUES are, what you REALLY want to live by.
Listen to that voice within, that one you’ve pushed down and aside for oh-so-long, that one that tells you the TRUTH.
About who you are.
What you want.
What you’re meant to DO.
The truth is that you have all of the answers ALREADY inside of you, the answers to the meaning of YOUR life are housed in your soul. And you can continue on your way IGNORING this … being too BUSY for it … telling yourself you’ll GET TO IT LATER when you’ve DONE ALL THAT THE WORLD IS EXPECTING OF YOU …
Or you can breathe that shit out like FIRE from a dragon’s mouth and give in to who you really want to be, who you are, who you for some insane reason keep fighting LETTING yourself be.
It’s going to be a whole lot easier, you know, fighting – flowing! – to be you, than continuing trying to fight to NOT be.
You can wait and wait and wait until one day you’re old enough or done with it enough to no longer GIVE a fuck about everything else you think you’re meant to be …
Either way you damn well KNOW that all this stuff you’re trying to make your life BE about is bullshit, you don’t care about it, you HATE it, you want to ESCAPE it, and THAT IS WHY YOU REPEATEDLY ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE SO DAMN STRESSED –
Let me tell you:
You don’t have a WORK ETHIC problem.
You don’t have a FOCUS problem.
You also don’t have a ABILITY TO GET RICH problem.
What you have is simple honey and it’s time to ADMIT it:
You have an alignment problem.
You have a living the wrong fucking life problem.
You have a LYING to yourself problem.
You have a FAILURE TO PRESS PLAY problem.
Well, enough is enough.
Stop fucking AROUND.
Stop telling yourself that ONE day you’ll live the life you were born for and KNOW it’s all meant to be about!
Don’t forget –
Life is Now. Press Play.